sqully SG The first time you took my hand down the street I quivered inside Bewildered, stumped and a little scared Evading your eyes I tried to laugh it off The first time you put your arms around me I trembled a little I wasnt quite sure how I should feel Every time I feel your skin against mine The unfamiliar touch froze me from within Vivid memories etched in my mind Little did I know that as the days go by And you warmed my heart Unconsciously I began to yearn to fall into your re-assuring embrace Afraid to tell you that I felt this way Too daunted by my feelings I couldnt confront it in the face And sure enough fate has to do its strange thing on us. When you said you were lovesick for me I had no feelings for you And when I missed you like crazy You had to tell me you dont feel the same way anymore How could you Just as you made me believe I could safely let you into a world I held on so dearly as my own You let go of my hand and disappeared into the crowd Leaving me stranded on an isle of despair Time will heal my wounds you say What a cliché Wasnt it only moments ago when you held my hands And I was your happiness, or so u said Told me how you and me gona work out fine Gently nudged me on when I didnt have the faith More than a lover You became my best friend The only one to whom I could bare my soul How did you expect me to take it easy That you have made a split-second turn To have given me all and have all taken away at the fickle of your mind Did you know what you were doing to me The pain so immense I couldnt rest for what seemed like forever The mere thought of you brought tears to my eyes Countless times I dreamt of you Telling me it was just a bad dream and holding me tight Overwhelmed with feelings of lost and grief I didnt know what to do Wanted to hate you I couldnt I loathed myself Finally, drained The wounds start to seal and scars harden And as the last tinge of resentment dissolves into ashes I want to tell you I miss you so. I know youd tell me to let go Let go of what can I ask? I know I dont have what it takes to keep my dear But do I have to let go of my friend, my best friend too? No longer fanaticizing that you would call me dear again There is only one promise I hold on to One dream in my mind whenever I stare into the evening skies That someday, one day We will be walking down the streets you first held my hand This time Id hold your gaze And nervously Id utter Would you still be my best friend? Disclaimer: Resemblance to any real life character, event, and circumstance is purely coincidental. The author bears no responsibility for the authenticity of the account given. Inspired by browsing some old AA threads and feeling a lil emo on a lazy evening, I decided to pen something for our dear AA mates especially those whom the content would give reminisce to feelings they once felt. Just take it as a AA comeback contribution by an oldie and give some comments if you feel like it,go easy on the grammar n stuff tho it's just a spontaneous expressive piece. And perhaps you could answer if you like. Would you?
Danisdead101times SG very complicated.u made me cry. If love each other just go for it and try it out, if not just be friends and make things out.
